snarf

oh yea

kelly says my blog looks like someone puked on it.

i'll change it later. maybe. it sure does seem to fit my mood lately.

oklahoma is draining my soul, and even when i try to look at life in a positive light, someone has to shoot me down. it's like i've had a target painted on me somehow, and i just can't shake it off. i'll get them back though, i've decided my ultimate payback is to get out of here. i'm not going to be happy stuck in a rut my whole life -- i'm moving on, and someday in the far distant future i'll look back on this place, and these people, and i'll thank God they gave me the strength to run as fast as i could the other way.